lashes&nails

i am someone who is very much attached to her mat & gadgets. i can do without food, really, but i have to have my daily dosage of h-two-o and h2o. i want to work in the zoo so i can spend time with the snakes & monkeys there. i like colours, in painting, crafts & makeup.

generally, i am a nice person. bite me and i'll just bite you twice as hard.

i believe in fate, & that everything happened for a reason.
i believe in myself.

most importantly, i believe in God.

xoxo;
Ty

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a reminder.
10 October 2009 23:32


a date with the mat today.
in the morning, it was a date in the virtual world. we were dating on msn/facebook. haha. simply because we were waiting for the rain to stop.

it was a superb weather to be sleeping in but unfortunately for me, being sick is preventing me from enjoying the cold weather. bahh.

so when the rain became drizzle, i was out waiting for a bus that will pass by the mat's place, where he will board the bus, and then we will proceed to tampines where we spent the day there.

lunch was at pizza hut. initially wanted to sapadek at food culture but we wanted to try pizza hut's subsandwich, which we learnt only when we wanted to order, was available only for delivery. not fair. =(
so we ended up buying lasagne, shrooms dunno-what, super supreme cheesy lava and spicy drumlets.
it seemed alot for a meal for 2, right?

actually, yes it was. we couldn't finish it so we ended up tapao-ing the leftovers.
it was more of i can't finish my share because the leftovers were all my share. =(

walked around for awhile coz the mat wanted to buy shoes.
but none yang berkenan dihati or if he berkenan, takde size.
tu la kaki giant sangat.
took a break from shoe hunting and went to gv tampines where we watched Darah. haha.
yes, i watched a horror show in the cinema! and yes, the mat agreed to watch a horror show with me in the cinema.

cool or whatttt.

bloody hell.
storyline wasn't there, seriously.
but damn. terkejot2 nyah.
i spent majority of the movie with my hands over my face. 20bucks the mat spent on movie tickets to have my hands over my face.
haha. ok per.

tried the koko krunch mcflurry at macd.
seriousshit. it's so damn sweet, i couldn't finish it and ended up giving more than half of it to my mat. headache sey makan tu bende. peh manis.

& while at macd, had a little discussion on how some girls really jatoh kan maruah girls in general.
there's this one girl who is in my mat's fb fren's list. i login into my mat's fb account to send stickers on pet society to myself. so sometimes, aku ni kepo2 la jugak. so there's this one particular girl who said smth like she wants a low profile guy who rides a kapchai or r6. which got me thinking. the girl will be with the guy because she loves him or because of his bike?

i wouldn't be surprised if she is the kind of girl who goes after mat-mat motor (because she said something like she'd rather go public than by car. haha. seriously, wth). and seriously, looking at her pictures, mintak ampun la kan pakaian.

so apparently, my mat and his friends don't like the girl too. meluat kinda feeling with her. told you people before that when guys bitch, they are worst than girls, kan? haha. proven!

ended our date quite early today. =(
2100hours. so short gitu the time.


358 & 58.
04 October 2009 17:21


i had been sick for the past few days and on friday, i was forcing mysickself to get better on saturday because we made last minute plan for a date, provided i am well enough.

and saturday was yesterday.
and yes, we met!
i was still mysickself but i gathered enough strength to travel to pasir ris.
actually i was kinda hoping we go elsewhere but what to do.
the mat woke up late and if we were to meet elsewhere, it will makan masa.
and by meeting in pasir ris, it will actually give him more time to sleep.
because you see, the sillyboy was out till 6am that morning.

plan was to meet at 3pm but i reached pasir ris at 3.30pm.
travelling time what. i took public, ok.
waited awhile then for my mat to come at our "tempat biasa". it was nice people watching while waiting for him with music from my mp3 blasting in my ear. =)
then i spotted him. =D
and the reason why i was ubber excited was because we have not met for 2131659812 days, ok!
ok la. tu part bedek.
but we must have not met for a long time because i swear i can't remember when was the last time we met. -_-
either that or my memory decide to die on me before i turn 25.

ok. i swear i thought we would just be walking around whitesands. haha. kental. but my sweetboy decided to be so nice so as to go over to the other side of the road for arnold's. =)
even though frankly, i woul have much preferred the city plaze outlet but whattheheck. pasir ris express pun pasir ris express la. as long as it's with my mat. <3

we sat there for awhile, waiting for the rain to stop. i though we'd be there forever because the rain seemed too heavy. and my esprit umbrella was only big enough for one. knowing my mat, he wouldn't be caught dead with a pink umbrella and i do not want to risk having my mat fall sick. so we just sat there, accompanied with our respective hot drinks and his marlboro frest mint.

so when the rain decided to hide, we hurriedly went over to whitesands where we spent the remaining hours of our date.

*ok. at this point of time, i feel like i am writing an essay. =P

did a lil bit of shopping. he saw this sunglasses that he liked. oakley, no less. tell you what, when i start working and my income is stable enough, i'm gonna get you that. =) so which means, you just have to sabar je la ye dulu.

went to my favourite store to get some my foundation refill, my eyeliner and vitamins. -_-
yes, vitamins. which was bought by the mat for me because he said my antibody is weak. -_-
and yours truly is now a proud member of watsons. haha. kental. =)

i've got a new pair of shoes which is so adorably cute. =)
and it has been confirmed that i have a narcisstic mat for a boyfriend!

he actually printed a 4R picture of him during one of those trackdays, had it framed and presented it to me.
yes, a picture of him in his track gear, on his bike, cornering in pasir gudang which was presented to me, framed in a nice black frame with blings.
yes, it is a picture of him ALONE. there's no me in the picture. haha.
such a narcisst la he.

spent the the last hour sitting at macdees drinking coke and going through the stuff bought for the day. had nuggets to go along with it.

ended the day with both of us waiting for the bus at the interchange. while people watching (& kutoking to go along with it). our buses reached at the same time, and that was our goodbye for the day.

ok, not really.
at the exit of the interchange, our buses happened to stop side by side and we waved some more.
i must have looked like a crazy person waving to him in the other bus because there was this uncle who was looking at me weirdly. he stopped looking thought when he realised i was waving to my mat, and not him. haha.

when will our next date be? no idea.

& with that, i end my entry with;

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.

- Kay Knudsen


recap.
17 September 2009 22:51


how's raya preparations going on for you people?
mine's been ok, i guess. though i am not really looking forward to it this year. bleah. cleared my room. hang the curtains. blablabla.

anyways, went to geylang for the 2nd time this ramadhan. way different from last year & the year before when my mat & i went to geylang at least once a week during those ramadhan. haha. muka poster sey kat sana dulu time puasa.

buka-ed at the old banquet at haig road. got to fulfil my craving for nasi ayam penyet but not at all satisfied because the sambal wasn't nice. at all. =(
and it was kecoh for awhile because the seafood stall delivered the food very late to its customers. & we were sitting down surrounded by the people who ordered the food from that stall. think they only got their food like 15-20mins after time for buka. and there was like this guy whose body was full of tattoo & he was cursing at the people from that stall because they delivered the food late. then lauk sampai, nasi takde. lol. i was so scared at that point of time because i was sitting alone as my mat went for a smoke. haha.

initial plan was to buka at arnold's tapi makdikau, queue peh lah panjang. changed our mind so thought of going to di-tanjung katong restaurant. but dropped by his friend's workplace to "drop off" the helmet. haha. happy siol tak nampak queue pat tu restaurant tapi cukop time tengok da fully reserved tu restaurant. boring jek. that's how we ended up at that kedai kopi because yours truly don't feel like eating while walking.

played the shooting game, again. this time spent 16bucks. was aiming for the mario brother plush toy but didn't get it. again. but instead, my mat got me a sneezy plush toy.

haha. 16bucks for a small sneezy plush toy. 3rd plush toy i've ever gotten from him. ok la tu. satu tahun, satu plush toy kot.

i think we did a lil shopping but considering i've short term memory, i can't remember what we bought.

next update will be after raya, ok. =)

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tag replies;
(dated from 3rd aug 09. don't find the need to individually reply the hate tags before this date.)

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passerby (11 Sep 09): haha. the rings ada sentimental value so it's kinda sad bila the ring hilang due to our own stupidity of throwing them. haha. hopefully we won't do it again to our new rings. =P

The Beauty Elements (16 Sep 09): i love one of the heels in your blogshop. got discount? haha.


a hint.
11 September 2009 11:04


search for mariah carey's through the rain music video on youtube.
make sure it is the official music video.

if not, just search for the song in my playlist on the right hand side of this blog.

watch the music video.

it's actually telling the story of how MC's maternal grandparents were against the idea of MC's mom wanting to be with MC's dad. the mom then ran away frm home & went to the home of the dad. she was caught in the rain, waiting for the dad to open the door, which seemed like forever, while the grandparents just looked on. eventually the door opened & u can see a tinge of sadness/regret in the grandma's face when the mom went in the house. the mom & dad got married and moved out of town & while they were boarding the bus, the grandparents came and were calling out to the mom. following her heart, she just boarded the bus. their life were not perfect but they had a roof over their heads though sparsely furnished. they live happily up till the the scene where MC was singing in the church. there, you could actually see the both of them still married, many years later, with wrinkles on their faces.

i teared watching the music video.
why?

because the story depicted in the music video is more or less about the same story between myself & my mat.
how similar?
you are free to assume on the similarities.


♥
09 September 2009 23:26


random facts for today's entry.
we shall start in no particular order.
  1. i don't care if a random person or whoever says i am ugly. suka hati kau la nak. haha. tak pernah pun aku cakap aku cantik pun. haha. i am not offended at all.
  2. went for an unplanned date. i ♥ unplanned/random/impromtu dates. but unfortunately, had to leave early because i had tuition. =( so he went to hang out with one of his gay partners at his workplace to kira lipas. haha.
  3. i ♥ my new ring. the best out of 4 we ever had. why 4? haha. coz everytime gadoh, one of us would actually take off the ring and campak don't know where. haha. bad habit sey. and the girl who attended to us at the shop were flirting with him when he was paying for the rings. tak padan english tak bagos. aku takde je kau menggatal dengan mat aku eh. haha.
  4. i need to buy new pair of earrings because one of my current one went missing. and by earrings i mean the ones i wear on a daily basis.
  5. i've got 4 new pairs of contact lenses in different colours. ash grey, aquamarine, chocolate, hazel brown. haha. ash grey and aquamarine sey. tak pernah aku cuba tu colours. happy tu happy tapi, my eyesight getting worse. =(
  6. i am in love with a top from this fashion. don't know if the price on the tag is before or after discount. if it's before discount, then its dirt cheap la!
  7. we went to iluma! first time! so outdated la both of us. but, WE DON'T CARE! i like the toilet. haha. open concept. but cubicle quite dark. haha. now we need to explore orchard ion. haha. they say got some kind of VIP toilet in ion ada tv all that. betol ke?
  8. we watched g-force, in 3d. first time for both of us. so kental, i know. but, I DON'T CARE!!! quite pening la tapi. abeh aku confident nak tengok final destination in 3d. macam paham. nak je nanti keluar wayang je scratch marks all over his right arm. haha. i had to watch the movie with my left eye closed though. because of my over 1yr contacts which were supposed to be monthly disposable. mana tak makin rabun aku.
  9. now i miss my hamsters. i know la the "heros/heroine" in the movie were guinea pigs but still kaum puak hamster kan.
  10. i need to make a new pair of spectacles because my youngest nephew broke my current ones. which also means now i am as blind as a bat if i am not wearing my contacts. kesian kan aku.
  11. i also need to get shades because my chanel is giving up, after serving me well, anytime soon at the state it is in. =(
  12. we went into the sex shop in bugis. haha. funny funny things they sell there. but got one apron so cute. haha. and then got a few type of blown up dolls. would anyone actually use that? macam like so desperate like that kan? then if they release the sperm, it will be trapped in the doll, no? won't it get disgustingly dirty?
  13. so many false lashes at bugis street. and it's dirt cheap too! so tempting. heh.
  14. i need to buy my compact powder, concealer, mascara, eyeliner and blusher once i get a full time job. supply low so it's red alert! oooh. and not forgetting my favourite silky girl brush on lip gloss.
  15. i also saw this heels which i love so much. it was love at first sight, i tell you.
  16. talking about love at first sight, i just found out that he (my mat) fell in love with me at first sight. siak betol. dah 3 tahun baru tau hari ni. tu pun pasal i took a brochure from the 7-11 and one of the pages actually showed the meaning for the different number of roses. so i asked which one describes us. and he said and pointed to the one which reads, "Love at first sight; you are the one". touching pe.
  17. went geylang last night. i got the necklace, the one with my name. like, at last. but it's stainless steel. the finishing work is very good. i am satisfied. but damn my sensitive skin, now my neck is itching. bah.
  18. saw f/au/zi ra/sul/l in geylang last night, with his mom i think. eyeliner cannot angz, kalah eyeliner aku. but ouh wells. seluar dalam dia la.
  19. i also ate satay burger at geylang yesterday. but it doesn't taste the same as the one in pasir ris. =(
  20. i suddenly want to eat arnold's chicken, popeye's mashed potato and swensen's fried mushroom. tsk.
  21. main shooting shooting game. haha. so bummer. spend 10bucks but never get anything. last year he got me lava lamp from the shooting shooting game. this year i want the mario brother or spongebob plush toy. haha. then say he cannot get it coz i was there so he can't concentrate. aku jinx kepe? sedih sak.
  22. ate the seafood aglio at serai makan place. makdikau. peh pedas. orang pakai red pepper, dorang pakai cili padi. cukop time balik rumah berak2. abeh seafood dia stakat udang and sotong. -_-" tapi satay babat dia best. =D
  23. oooh. my baju raya is done. but the kain so longgar that it has to be sent for alteration. and when i say so longgar, i really mean it. i could just pull the kain down without stretching the getah. that could only mean one thing. =))
  24. i've been called for a 2nd interview. sure, no big deal for some of you. but guess what? I DON'T CARE. i am happy because of the fact that i asked the interviewers (6 of them at one go) when i will be called if i am shortlisted and they told me 2 weeks from the date i was interviewed. but, a few hours afterwards i received a phonecall informing i am shortlisted for a 2nd interview. hah.
  25. my passport expires in march 2010. shit.
ok.
due to some circumstances, my mat & i are back together.
why we broke up, well, it's pretty, urmmm, complicating if i were to state it here.
we've come to a conclusion that somehow, no matter who/what have been trying to seperate us, we will just end up going to each other. haha. we were talking about fate and how our individual life journey was actually "written". ok la. ni part aku je bebual, dia melayan je.
we'll see how it goes. let nature takes its course.

tiba-tiba aku rasa macam da lama gitu tak pegi jurong point.
punya la random.